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lyrics
Oh my god
Am I alive
Kinda wish that I wasn’t
15 old missed calls on my phone
Don’t they know I’m at a funeral?
At days end, it’s what you said
But I just wish, I could remember what that is
Chorus
The elephant moves around the room
In your head, don’t let it destroy you
Plead with god to try and fix your head
But they said you’re good the way that they made ya (what kind of bullshit is that?)
What kind of bullshit I that?
I’m trading all my crosses in cause I can’t
I can’t do this quite honestly
You could say I let my demons win
But they’re the only ones who kept me company
Chorus
The elephant moves around the room
In your head, don’t let it destroy you
Plead with god to try and fix your head
But they said you’re good the way that they made ya (what kind of bullshit is that?)
Bridge
I always said that if you go, yeah I wouldn’t be angry
But I’m full of shit
And I’m kind of hoping
You’re as full of shit as me
Oh my god if you’re grace defined
Why do my friends hurt by design
my design
by grace defined. her life denied
by grace defined, defined by whose right
my design
god defined
what kind of bullshit is that
Chorus
The elephant moves around the room
In your head, don’t let it destroy you
Plead with god to try and fix your head
But they said you’re good the way that they made ya (what kind of bullshit is that?)
What kind of bullshit is that?
Oh my god if you’re grace defined
Why do my friends hurt by design
credits
released June 3, 2022
Music By Juxton Roy
Lyrics By Jess Ray
Produced and Engineered by John Agnello at Fallen Trees Studio
Mixed By John Agnello
Additional Engineering by Chad Bernard at Fallen Trees Studio
Additional Engineering by Matt Graham and Michael Rumple
Mastering By Brad Sarno at Blue Jade Audio
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